A lot changes in two years, especially after coming out of the band and just working out what life is now. I tried to rewire what I thought about it.

“The overall arc is just that I tried to redefine what success means to me. He’s refusing to follow trends or fit any formula. The music ranges from the Laurel Canyon hippie soft-rock vibe of “Canyon Moon” - Styles calls it “Crosby, Stills, and Nash on steroids” - to the R&B pulse of “Adore You.” Fine Line is a breakup album that’s often sorrowful but reflects the introspective evolution of a 25-year-old navigating the seas of having sex and feeling sad, despite Styles having spent so much of his youth in the spotlight. His life has changed in oh-so-many ways - some involving the occasional magic mushroom, others involving the even more psychedelic power of a broken heart. And I just feel more comfortable being myself.” “Through the two years of making the record I went through a lot of personal changes - I just had the conversations with myself that you don’t always have. “I think ‘Lights Up’ came at the end of a long period of self-reflection, self-acceptance,” he says. “It all just comes down to I’m having more fun, I guess,” he says. As he sings in “Lights Up,” the single that dropped in September, he’s stepping into the light.

He’s restless with anticipation for the world to hear his new songs, and he’s not doing a great job of hiding it.įine Line is the soulful, expansive, joyous pop masterpiece Styles has been reaching for ever since he blew up nearly 10 years ago, as the heartthrob of One Direction. His mother reaches for an apple ever the dutiful rock-star son, Styles directs her to the bowl where the tastier apples are hidden. It’s probably the last time he’ll ever hear this song in a room where nobody else is dancing.īackstage, he lounges on a leather couch in his corduroy flares, a string of pearls, and a yellow T-shirt depicting a panda and the words “I’m Gonna Die Lonely.” He and his musical wingman, Tom “Kid Harpoon” Hull, argue over the set list for the upcoming world tour, even though it doesn’t start until April.

(Outside the arena, the parking lot is full of tents - fans from around the world have been camping out all week, awaiting a spot on this floor.) After a few hours of rehearsing with his band, Styles cuts loose as the new album begins to blast over the speakers, breaking into a dance of joy. He’s rehearsing for Friday night’s big album-release celebration show. It’s Thursday afternoon, just a few hours before the release of his hotly awaited second album, Fine Line. Forum, dancing wildly to his new song “Golden.” The venue is deserted. Harry Styles twirls in the center of the floor of the L.A.

The Fine Line by Zahra Owens